Strange little thing.

Love.

In the close, standar definition, it is a mutual feeling that occurs between two people of opposite genders, or even between same genders, depends on what kind of physical odors you react to.

But it's ways of happening are many.

In my case...It happened in a few days. I think it's good that we were able to relate so closely in a matter of days, for we have much to discover more of ourselves through the relationship.

I can't really explain much of all this...but it's great, it's grand, I feel great, and I cannot ask for better.

Sorry for this little, useless, post.

"Ice Needle"
Forever in love.

Researching Politics: Indepedent Politicians: Questions for Political Scientists.

Recently, I have been interested in the study of political parties and their ideologies, and I have been interested of how their resolutions would contribute to their supporters' needs and beliefs. Some of these political parties are based mostly on religious beliefs, others just base themselves on human rights.

So here is, what I researched.

I first searched the independent politicians, such as Ralph Nader, an attorney, author, lecturer, political activist, and four-time candidate for the President of the United States in 2004 and 2008. He also had a run as a green party candidate in 1996 and 2000.

I am seeing here, in wikipedia, yes, wikipedia, because I know no other sources of information and this is the one I use the most; in 1971 he co-founded the NGO Public Citizen, he spent most of his career in the 70's educating the majority of people about ecology, in 2007 he gave a speech on the anti-war protest in September.
He is also for gay-rights and he has a negative view on the DADT(Don't ask Don't Tell) policy.

However, as an anarchist, I don't think I need to support this man, but so far his views have been generally good.

On to the questions:

Question 1: What do indepedent politicians base their beliefs on?
Question 2: Is it usual for indepedant politicians to lean towards a political party if they identify with the general beliefs?
Question 3: What is the percentage of the american population that is independent?

P.S: I know that there are some criticisms towards Ralph Nader, such as he being part of the green party and be more worried about safety of driving instead of eco-friendly cars, and also him being a hypocrite and anti-female.

William "Ice Needle" Franklin Blackheart,
Over and out.

Homophobia, take 2

Fuck it, skip the fucking intros and shit.

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you guys? Why are you so hateful towards a very small decision that shouldn't create any negative or positive effect on our way of life?

I mean seriously!! If this world had no religion at all, people would just define homossexuality as natural never discriminate it! Now, not only the homossexuals need to get dissed by overly religious people and idiots, but politics too?! What the fuck man?! I mean the conservative life form should have NOTHING to do with a concept of a superior being ruling over your ass to do what is right in HIS mind!! And he's probably not real!!! So stop dissing the gays you retard!

No, calling you a retard is an insult to retards themselves.

You don't even deserve to be insulted.

If you are, by any case a homophobe, racist, nazi, sexist, whatever; get the fuck off my blog! Don't read my shit, just get the fuck off!! Scram!

Really, get out!

Ice Needle,
Over and out.

Twilight. The Disgrace of true Vampires.

This is if they existed.

And now we speak of the worse, supernatural, drama/romance novel, classified by vague, twelve year old, pseudo scene girls, that constantly need an obsession to forget just how stupid and self conscious they are, to become "perfect" for their "idol".

The vam--no, thanks to a friend of mine; the TOOTH FAIRY, presented in the twilight series is nothing but a total massacre of the supreme humanoid overlord of all bloodsucking seductive vampires. Well, at least the volturi are still as evil and intelligent, and remain with the crimson bloody red eyes and calculist mentality, seeking only their survival to remain their "world" so to say, in a strict, and organized manner. no relations with humans, they are food only.

But then come these completely pussified vampires, that don't go all nomnomnom on humans, but on animals, as only a surviving alternative!! THEY WANT SOME HUMAN BLOOD THEN GO GET IT YOU STUPID PUSSY--, I mean, EDWARD.

This is also the disgrace for the names themselves. Now the name it self, cannot be mentionted without referenced to the tooth fairy, Edward Cullen! I love the name Edward!! why the fuck such a pussified name FOR A FUCKING AMERICAN VAMPIRE?!!!

If he was brittish, of course, completely excusable, but dammit!! He could be named Glenn, or Owen or something like that!! It'd be far more hateable!!

The topic of the fangs. THERE IS NO FANGS!! THEY ARE FANGLESS. THIS IS COMPELTELY OUTRAGEOUS!! ALL VAMPIRES HAVE FANGS!!! POINTY, SHARP, BLOODTHIRSTY FANGS!!!

Vampires, are cold, feelingless bastards. however, they do not all think the same, they could like to see the general reaction of one knowing of his existance, and pherhaps befriend someone just for the amusement itself, a relationship similar to Raito and Ryuk. When the time comes, the human dies as food or old age. Just that, nothing more, nothing less.

Youth: You're fucked.

Ok, I was just going around, you know, minding my own business and checking out political blogs about america, because my country is boring enough...until I figured out something on a post some guy did.

But first allow me to say: Yes, I worry too much about america's politics because it's probably the most amusing shit to do when you're a 15 year old that was influenced and raised while watching the daily show with your family, and that asked far too many questions for his little simple brain to answer, but those questions remained and I tried to answer them myself, never to be satisfied...

Allow me to continue the blog now.

Assuming that...well, America, creator of reality shows such as jersey shore and the other cheap crap that exploits the lives of complete douchebags and intolerant close minded assholes for the reasons of home entertainment of teenagers that have no life, and I THINK that it got pretty of the general attention of the teenage mind. World wide, but the other countries got their own shit to deal with instead of hogging on that...thing.

These people follow the mind patterns of the people in these kinds of shows. Partying, sex, drugs, useless drama, xenophobia, so on, and follow the standards of the character's lives and way of thinking, in other words, none. I'm not saying that everyone does by the way.

It's just that these people on that series, are old enough to vote, while the own viewers themselves, are not.

The viewers become retards that don't really listen much to their own thoughts and all they care about is partying and sex and what not, and conversations with a few people I had on the presidential elections, shows that they don't listen carefully to their ideologies and resolutions, and therefore, America, is utterly fucked. Really. You guys are fucked.

Yes, I realize this may be a stupid journal, but I have no fucking life, I need something to put my thoughts into. And yes this is only a majority of people and I think that the minority will actually discuss this with me and dissagree, and those who are probably old enough to realize that this post can be classified as bullshit, and want to troll me, please, do not hesitate.

But if you want to actually talk about this with me, which most likely will not happen because I'm a badly known teenager trying to make a point before he is even capable.

Wolfgang, over and out.

Calling Doctor Faggot.

...Well we start off by this overly awesome title that serves a quote ripped out from the movie "The Hangover", and used as my own. I like Doctor Faggot. Sounds like an awesome and random excuse for me to act like a faggot whenever I am surely attacked verbally by a heterosexual macho man jock prick. Please apply the George Carlin war theory here. If you don't know who he is, here it is, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDkhzHQO7jY&translated=1 . He is a genius. Eitherways, I'm going to talk a little about...well since we're already at it, and as the title suggests, Homossexuality. No, I'm not going to diss the gays you idiot, why do you think I like Kurt Cobain? "I was proud of the fact that I was gay even knowing I wasn't." Applies to me. Bi-curiosity helps.

EITHERWAYS, I came here to diss homophobia. It is ridiculous, as that retarded bitch on youtube whose username was Apologetics, now I don't know where she is. But she made a video responding to a famous lesbian atheist by the username KyoraMishiso, which she simply ranted about homophobia being the FEAR of gays. No you retard, we cannot make another word with the latin of hate and homo, so phobia works and describes the hatred. The meaning goes by the one that invented it.

Anyway, homophobia. The hate of gay people. Not to diss the actual homophobics, because Gerald Gardner(google it), was in fact a homophobic person. The question is, why? I generally first thought of this as a product of religion such as christianity, but I think human behaviours also have to do with that, because we still laugh at the back of the gays, and CALL other people gay as to classify them as low, for men, this is being unmanly, and for women...un...womanly? I don't know, don't really care about that.

Why is being gay such a downer? Is it so different for us to just accept that men can like men, and women can like women? or BOTH?

I mean, surely, I have seen a few people that I know that are...well not that bright, and diss homossexuals. But why? Why take your own anger upon someone you have no idea who they are, you heartless motherfucker? Are you so confused of your own identity that you have to diss what you probably are? Fucking christ, I begin to think that humanity is an asshole by heart! So you probably like to take a dick up your ass, or even to suck some. So fucking what?! Dude, that's fine if you like penis, just don't fucking deny it and be a pain in the homossexual's asses!! No pun intended by the way,

William Rockz. Metal.
See what I did there? Deamon Cohln ending thingie?
...nevermind...
Over and out.

This...is where my story begins.

I am typing this right now, as I realized it was important. This story of mine is currently in proggress, and I will write it down in several moments of my life, when I know I trully changed, when I know I did something, when I know something happened.

So here.


I have came to notice my life has been something far better than I ever realized, something I never deserved, something I need but never wanted. At the moment I am in highschool, finished the final exams, which became a burden to me, because I never always liked to study. I never was interested in school. I was always with my head up in the clouds, contemplating choices and fantasies that would soon come to reality. My feet never stepped down. As I type this, my head forever remains in the sky, but my eyes are always down here, on the earth. The unfortunate world I see before me is something I learned to hate. I don't want to make things look so hateful, because the human is made by both a darkside and a brightside. My darkside is the pessimistic, very timid, usually anti-social, cold, critic and angry, very hateful towards what I called society, and refused to bond with anyone. I now have friends I could never imagine to exist. These friends allowed me to be. They were always there for me, and even prenvented me to take my own life. What a mistake it was, to even try to do that. I value life much more now, but I have much to learn yet. There is still much for me to discover about myself and the world. My dream is to bring a message of hope to the world, a message that would say they are not alone. There's always someone there for you, and you can change the fact that you are alone, because my mistakes shouldn't be made by other people. I have pushed away my friends for far too long, because I was, and am depressed. I accept help, but I want to help as well. I, as many people, would like to be loved. But as many people have told me, love comes where I least expect it. I have yet to expect it, for love now has been nothing but a burden to me. Nothing but cheatings and lies and heartbreaks. Enough. I will search no more, and wait. Right now, it's the least I want, but the more I need. In occasions of my life, not frequently but in periods of years, I will have moments of realisation. I will write this as I learn.

Thank you for listening.

Guilherme Rebelo